In the meantime....

Disney love

I want it…it just never eventuates.
we are always hurt or insulted. they don’t care or are jealous, we don’t feel like we get enough attention or too much

its never like the movies

almost a month since becoming vegan….i feel good 

on another note, only just finished watching the Lord of the Rings trilogy for the first time. I know I am late to hitch my appreciation wagon to this series but it is amazing and has changed my life- i want to live in a hobbit home forever.

i will be the vegan that lives in a hobbit home with a great dane hehe
in summary, life is good 

age old debate

as I am vegetarian and lactose intolerant, what do I do just throw my hands in the air by a blender mug and go full vegan…or what?

I am seriously considering it, although the only thing I really have to give up other than dairy (which I cant eat anyway) is eggs and I love eggs. I live off pumpkin and rosemary omelettes. 

also going vegan seems to be the “hip” thing to do at the moment. I am aware that I am two young to be saying “hip” like I’m 60 but heck I’m a old soul ;)

well I will have to keep this up to date with what I decide. expect many amazing recipes that I will probably never get around to making and wine rants 

it’s been a while

so its my first post for 2013 and i am re-evaluating my life (like most young woman at the coming of a new year)

I know i will leave my mark but doing what is still the looming question.

things that went well in the end of 2012;
my boyfriend moved in
bangers and bettie are getting along really well
i did REALLY well in my uni STAT entry exam for vet
I had an amazing time driving across Australia
i met all of n’s friends and camped in a sick mud house
found out i am quite good with a double barrel shot gun 

things that went not so well;
my car died on the nullabor
i am super poor atm
n had a fight with mum
i still think of bloom
have only made two good friends in melb 

so lets start a new year and  no doubt i will be the same good veg who watches chick flicks and drinks and has the most hopeless fantasy perspective of life 

- but heck, lets all start over

I am sick of talking shit and frankly cannot stand flirtation

really feeling like a flat tyre- everything feels more difficult and crappy than normal…

All I wish is that is believe love is freedom

That’s it, swearing off men after this…if emotionally I make it through. Eff it whats so good about love, its just fucked. You love them and they leave, no thankyou… I’ll have my puppies thankyou

Non of the pain

I think they mean it when they say a heart doesn’t ever break even. He is going to be fine when he decides to leave to be with his friends and I’m going to be in pieces with no one left to pick them all up….